I don’t know how exactly it’s been happening, but over the past few months a distinct feeling of ‘uneasiness’ has crept into my thoughts like a thief, slowly but surely stealing my sense of ‘well being’ piece by piece, and leaving me feeling increasingly distant, unattached, cold.
21 Aug 2012 Leave a Comment
in belief system, christianity, damnation, death, delusional, destiny, existence, heaven, hell, lies, meaning of life, religion, spirituality Tags: angels, christianity, comfort, damnation, dissatisfaction, existence, heaven, hell, life after death, meaning of life, mortal existence, mortality, mystery, spiritual evolution, times of need, unattached, uneasiness, well being, why are we here
19 Apr 2012 Leave a Comment
in belief system, christianity, damnation, destiny, faith, harmony Tags: angels, christianity, develop harmony, elements of harmony, empathy, gods purpose, greatest rewards, happiness, harmony within oneself, harmony within ourselves, motivation, one last question, personal development, philosophy, religion, spiritual development, spiritual guidence, spirituality, willingness
“There are three elements a soul can use to help guide the development of harmony within itself and its environment. The first is ‘empathy’ with others and their needs. The second is ‘willingness’ to adapt to each unique situation. The third is ‘motivation’ in continually working to develop and improve itself. These ‘key elements’ are in plain sight, for ‘all souls’ to see if they look with uncluttered thoughts and an open heart, but in order to reap the ‘greatest rewards’ from their use, a ‘soul’ needs to understand they must be applied with simplicity of thought, interpretation and action.”
I only have one last question left. I’ve been asking it most of my life, but now I actually have the opportunity to hear the answer, my fear of his reply makes me hesitant to ask…
02 Apr 2012 Leave a Comment
in angels, belief system, blind faith, death, existence, faith, heaven, hell, religion, spirituality Tags: closer to god, death, eternal soul, gates of heaven, gates of hell, gates of oblivion, gateway to heaven, gateway to hell, grim reaper, harmony, moment of death, moment of transition, mortality and death, pure energy, religion, spirit guide, spirituality, two paths
“A guide will come at the moment of transition, when a soul is balanced between mortality and death. For most, this will take the form of a loved one. Those at the gates of ‘Oblivion’ will be taken by what humanity call the ‘Grim Reaper’ or as you now know it, a ‘Feeder’. But there is a much greater truth to be found within your question, and it must be understood that death has two paths. For those moving towards harmony, it is simply the transition of an ‘eternal soul’ into pure energy. Another step closer to god. For those about to enter Hell, it means they no longer have the capacity the evolve and ‘death’ truly is, the end.”
31 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
in belief system, meaning of life, reincarnation, spirituality Tags: christianity, deep breath, evolution, faiths, fundamental shift, growth and development, mentality, mortality, path of souls, question everything, questioning, realm of mortality, reincarnation, religious indoctrination, sanity, spiritual evolution, spirituality, traits, us and them, view on existence, why are we here
“Every soul carries with it the memories and characteristics developed during its ‘own’ mortalities and to a lesser extent, the characteristics of its various ‘mortal parents’ throughout its journey on the ‘Path of Souls’. These ‘experiences’ are what feed the growth and development of its evolution, and the knowledge it acquires on the journey is never lost. It is only a question of how much a soul can ‘subconsciously’ remember in each mortal cycle. The more ‘harmonic’ the soul, the greater its ability to use the skills developed in previous cycles.”
His words remind me of an experiment I’d read about, where birds were hatched in isolation to see how much knowledge, if any, they were born with. It was found ‘all of them’ knew the songs that were unique to their species, and amazingly, the variations ‘specific’ to the section of the field they were taken from. After reading this it made me wonder… If the birds can be born with a song, why can’t we?
But in spite of ‘everything’ he’s shown me, the concept of ‘reincarnation’ is such a fundamental shift in my view on existence I’m struggling to come to terms with it. I’ve never agreed with ‘any faiths’ belief they are right and everyone else is wrong, and even armed with the knowledge that ‘I myself’ have been subjected to years of religious indoctrination, it’s still a battle for me to accept anything that conflicts or questions the ‘faith’ I was born into The ‘us’ and ‘them’ mentality is very hard to lose once it’s taken root… My questioning of this makes me question ‘everything’ that happening, even my own sanity. The big problem here is it all feels ‘so damn real’. I take ‘another’ deep breath before continuing… “Ok…”
“How is it possible after being shown the ‘truth’ of the suffering you have caused others to be so untouched and unconcerned?”
21 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
in belief system, delusional, evil, forgiveness, lies, lucifer, original sin, spirituality, truth Tags: circle of lies, cold comfort, emotional experiences, extreme emotion, justify suffering, life experience, negative emotional experience, positive life experience, suffering, transferring blame, unconcerned
I ask… “What happens to make people like this?”
“Extreme emotion, be it positive or negative ‘needs to be experience’ to allow souls to define and develop themselves. Those who lack the skills or willingness to cultivate a positive life experience turn to the destructive power of extreme negative emotional experiences to satisfy this need. Once this happens, the only way to justify the suffering ‘they’ inflict on others is by transferring the blame away from themselves. The circle of lies is cold comfort, but comfort non the less.
16 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
in belief system, oblivion, sacrifice, spiritual guidence Tags: acts of evil, acts of madness, christianity, final hope, last chance, madness, malice, no hope, oblivion, sacrifice, self delusion, spirituality
He finally stirs from his silence and replies “I am the one who bears witness. I am the one who shows souls the truth of their decisions, and through these actions, I am the one who becomes the ‘final hope’ for those with ‘no hope’. Their last chance for change.”
‘The ‘final’ hope for those with no hope’, I think I understand now but honestly don’t know whether to feel admiration or pity for his sacrifice… “Do many change once they have seen the truth” I ask.
“The stronger the delusion, the less chance for change, the closer to Oblivion.”
‘But isn’t this a description of madness?”
“Acts of madness ‘no matter how grotesque’ are made innocently and without malice. Acts of evil, justified and driven by ‘self delusion’ are made by rational, calculating intelligence.”
03 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
in angels, belief system, christianity, devil, lucifer, perfect harmony, scriptures, spiritual guidence Tags: christianity, existence, light of harmony, lucifer, perfect harmony, scriptures, spiritual guidence, spirituality
…I ask, “Where can we find guidance if not from the scriptures?”
“Guidence comes from within and the search for perfect harmony begins with acceptance of the knowledge that ‘people’ and the beliefs they hold are imperfect. Herein lies the answer to your question. For the greater part of perfection in ‘oneself’ is the acceptance of imperfection in ‘others’.” He replies.
I can feel my anger and frustration slowly being drained away by Lucifer’s inescapable ‘ cold hard’ logic and don’t like it so decide to change the subject before he checkmates me. “So what do you want…
14 Dec 2011 1 Comment
…is falling down through the trees in the most wondrous way, it looks, almost like water, gently flowing between the leaves… The birds are chattering away in the background and we are back on the hill overlooking the meadow. It feels good to be somewhere, that at least, looks normal. “So I’ve seen god, hell and I’m sat here talking to the devil. Does this mean the Christians have got it right and theirs is the one ‘true’ god?”
“Your mind is translating everything you are experiencing into a something you understand and has meaning for you. Interpretation of the knowledge gained through ‘enlightenment’ of ones place in creation is subject to the life experiences of the individual, and the society they are in. This is why the core message of harmony within oneself and the outside world is the foundation of every religious or intellectualised belief system, but the actual method of achieving this harmony is specific to the internal, and external forces that influence each of the ‘enlightened’ ones.”
Ok, I can understand that, so carry on with “Was ‘enlightenment’ of the prophets the inspiration and driving force for the belief systems held by humanity?” I continue.
“It was the inspiration but not the driving force, for the motivation comes from within and is the reason for the experience of ‘enlightenment’.” is his reply.
I know it sounds ridiculous but my christian upbringing makes me ask “Were any of the prophets actually the sons or daughters of god?”
“We are ‘all’ the sons and daughters of god.” he replies.
Ok… I need to get another of my christian beliefs answered so ask…