“Whether they choose to listen is a matter of will and circumstance. For you, both are in harmony at this precise moment in your existence. Some may say you are blessed, some you are mad. Others still that you are damned. Either way, whether you choose accept or reject this knowledge and how it will effect you is your choice, and your choice alone.”
He’s right, I know he’s right, maybe it’s because I’m rapidly approaching the BIG ’5′ ’0′ or maybe because I’d lost my father recently. More likely it was a combination of these, and a few others thrown in for good measure, but for the first time in my life I was starting to feel the passage of time and had a sense that mine was was rapidly running out. My overwhelming thought over the past few months was trying to figure out what my actual contribution to life has actually been.
“Ok, talking about choice, do I have choice to end this now?”
“This ends when you want it to.”
“Am I in any danger?”
“Is your mortal existence in danger no, however, the questions you choose to ask give answers that will change ‘you’ and ‘your’ world forever. Whether the changes are good or bad will be a matter of interpretation.”
His words take away my immediate fears but not the fear and excitement of the choice before me. Sometimes it best not to think too much, just follow your feeling, take a deep breath and…
